Knowing your worth!

I knew before kindergarden that I was suppse to be something more than just be in life. . . . My great great grand mother schooled me early on pimps and hoes and how the first pimp was a woman, but men took the business over and fucked it up with thier mistakes and cruelty of their workers. lolol Madam's became wealthy and had homes, bank accounts, & families. While the male pimps lived day to day in hotels on hookers money and fast cars.

She told me the most valuable thing a woman has is her pussy and why would you want to give that away to someone undeserving. Your husband should be equally yoked to you, where you would protect him and he you. She told me alot about her and my great grandfather and who they were when they were younger and who they had become with age.

My great grandmother was one of the wisest women I have ever spoken to and she lived until I was 15 years old. Her death is also the only funeral I have ever cried at and actually felt like I was about to die and could not breath anymore. I was confused when she passed, I didnt know why back then. But later I realized that my mother was there and I had no one else to protect me from her.

I guess I am writing this, because I forgot about what i am worth and listening to alot of my girlfriends complain about their men is reminding me... After i all I do tell them quite often, men will only do what you allow them to. So change that and you change yourself.

I just wanted to write a little, nothing too much.. Talk to yall later. .

"Girl! Did you just fart, because you blew me away"

The worst line any nigga has ever said to me, I am still floored about that one. . lololol

Anyway, the other night a guy friend of mine caught his soon to be fiance in bed with another woman. Now I say soon to be because, he bought a ring 3 weeks ago and was waiting until September 25th to propose to her, trying to be romantic and pop the question on the day they met. I guess the big surprise was on him. I thought and told him he was one of the very few and last considerate men left out there and this ind wasnt cheap ( after all, i did help him pick it out) Exquisite if I must say so myself.

Anyway, back to the story. So just about every other nigga i know would be pleased, but my friend is not one of those men. He is really hurt and disgusted at the fact that he had no idea. I feel sorry for him really and yet I think he will have a hard time moving on from this, but  guess we will see if they get together in the next few months or if it is completely over.

So even though some men are scum and try fucked up pick up lines and show no emotion about anything in life, they can also be sweet and really emotional about their loved ones and friends. I am so blessed to have him as one my true friends and I hope he finds happiness very soon.

This is the 2nd one of my male friends that is a good man to get burned... Women say they want a good man, but when they truly get one they fuck him over, just like doggish men do good women.

So why cant the good find the good, I guess that will be my next subject in the very near future?

What makes a WOMAN a dumb bitch when it comes to MEN and WHY?

YOU will NEVER meet his children, becuz you don’t matter.

YOU will NEVER be seen with him in public, becuz he is ashamed of you or he feels why take you out and spend money, he is already getting yor goodies.

YOU can NEVER go to his house to sleep, becuz he has a gilfriend, wife, boyfriend (and ur an experiment) or just embarrassed about you. Your only a piece of ass to him.

YOU can NEVER express how you are feeling in public, becuz he will NEVER take you out. HE IS JUST AN ASSHOLE with other motives.

YOU will never meet his mother - He is afraid of what momma will say (always have been and gets very MAD when u say it) Listen! lolol.......

YOU will NEVER build self confidence about yourself becuz you allow him to belittle or hit you, becuz you (yourself) do not value your own self worth.

YOU will NEVER know where he is and call him repeatedly becuz he feels you dont need to know and may call you when on the way for a piece of ass and you accidentally find out.

YOU will always be jealous, becuz he will NEVER tells you anything and why should he. You only see him at your house, no dinner, no movies, no lunch, no flowers, no apologies, no pick up or drop you off to work. NO NOTHING!

YOU will NEVER be #1, becuz everything else comes before you. EVERYTHING!

in all HE IS JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU, and You have been a stupid bitch for waiting around thinking that all of this will change. After a few weeks of the same pattern you should have been gone and not even have gotten to the sex part.... lololol

All of these may not apply to you, but if at least 2 ( I said at least 2) then you should step back and re-evaluate your situation.

WHY do you let this happen? There are many reasons. The most popular few are;
1. You love him, for reason unknown to you
2. Your lonely and he is the only man paying you any attention.
3. The sex got your mind fucked up.
4. He feeds you and you dont get food stamps and not working right now. So you need that right now! lolol
5. He is a sexy Mutha Fucka and you cant stop, not wanting to see and feel his body.

by; Mrs. Xklucive